Help please -needed to what might be around me

[Misha]

Well, hello! As a child I have always seen ghost... well it started with the shadowy figures that seem three dimensional. When I was little, in the room I slept in, I always saw shadow figured bear that would walk across the room as if it were guarding me. In the corner, further than the bear was some kind of weird shaped shadow. That would happen for days to weeks. As a child I saw many shadows, but wasn't sure what they were until one day, i walked up to one of those shadows. I could tell it was a man, our had once been a man. I was about four. He bent down on one knee, seeming very friendly about my curiosity. He didn't have any eyes, but I could tell it was looking at me. He then showed me its hand in a display-like manner. I looked at the hand. I followed it, wondering what it was he was going to do to me. He took his hand then put it through my should to my stomach, then took out his hand. I didn't know exactly what to think then. But he had tried to tell me exactly what he was. Ever since then, I have had many encounters with ghost and the such. Later, when I was older, I always heard footsteps on top of my room. No one believed me until my aunt came and slept in my room. It was about 2 am and there were steps one night. She freaked. Then through out high school, for a good week, something kept waking me up at 2:22 am. It was as if someone had splashed water on me... and no I wasn't having a bad dream. The second time it happened I noticed the tv was making its scratchy sound like when there is no cable. The hamster I had was running around frantically in its cage as if it were being choked. Then the door which was open had shut and reopened then shut as if someone were doing it. Right when the door stopped moving, the tv turned back on and the hamster was once more quiet. Then another time, the door had pushed open on its own, I'd felt something come right up to my face in a split second after the door had swung. I could feel it staring at me, just looking. Even through there was nothing there. It was right in front of my face, my hamster freaked. It then left. Whenever coming home, when I look at the window, I always feel like I am being watched by something. Even a few of the people I have had over feel the same. Lately, I have moved in with my cousin who says that her dog would freak out in the house and growl for no reason, sometimes barking frantically. She had said other things would happen, but never got specific. The doors open by themselves when someone is in the room. And last week I had heard what ever it was bang on a door. I just need to talk about it because my family just doesn't believe me, and only makes negative comments about me because I had claim to see such things.

[Kat - Administrator]

Sounds like a typical day at my house! LOL

It's up to you whether you want them there or not...it's time for you to take control of the situation and let them know that you are not playing games anymore. Ask them to leave...better yet..demand them to leave you house at once. They can hear you loud and clear.
You have to be the one to take control of it all...if not..they will remain and bug you.
Animals are the first to sense the presence of a ghost...this is why I own cats...they are notorious for detecting ghosts.
You are just like me and most of us here...we had childhood experiences with ghosts, and we still do. That's why we are here to help you deal with these encounters.
But please keep in mind that you are the one in control...let them know that you don't want to be bothered and it will stop.
Oh...you mentioned something about a bear...more than likely that is your totem...your spirit animal.

[Misha]

Thanks a lot :) It means a lot that you answered this because no one really believed me.
I will tell them to go. We will see how that goes!
And bear totem?

[Kat - Administrator]

In the native american beliefs, each one of us have a animal spirit guide. My friend always has a wolf around her, as I got to hear this wolf first hand one night, which in return scared the crap out of me! We were walking out my gate because of a cat fight and we thought our cats were fighting with another stray cat in the neighborhood. My friend was walking in front of me and I was following when I heard right behind me a growling sound...it was like a dog growl but with a much deeper growl. I stopped and turned around to find nothing there. That's when I told my friend about what I just heard and she said that was her spirit animal. She is native american also and she told me of this that we all have a spirit guide from the animal kingdom.
That's why you will see painting of native americans with either a eagle, wolf, bison and many other animals within the paintings too.

[Misha]

That's interesting. So how would others come across there spiritual guide? Do you have one?

[Kelly Ku'ulei/Seraphim]

Misha I feel for you. Your strength, courage & reaching out is a sure sign that you are very much aware of your surroundings (including the paranormal). Q: Do you want them to leave you or do you want to learn how to communicate with them? Perhaps both? Either way this is the right place to be. No one here will ever judge or disbelieve you for one good reason ~ We all have heard, seen, felt, smelt or tasted the paranormal spirits/ghosts in one way or another. Some more than others LOL! Angels & Guides are with you always. Just learn how to call on them (often).

[Misha]

Thanks :) this is a really nice website. I am glad I came upon it, because it is really hard for me to find others who know exactly what I am talking about. I really just want to make sure that I am safe and that those around me are. I just really want to make sure it isn't anything bad. If it needs help and is a positive entity then I will open myself to it, otherwise it will gain nothing of me. If it opens the door by itself again, I will just do as I have always done: Go back to what it was I was doing. I try not to freak out, even though it's a little freaky...because you never know when they are going to do whatever it is they do!

[Kat - Administrator]

Misha...you will feel right at home here...we do not pass judgement on anyone who has or is dealing with the paranormal. We are all in the same boat as you and that's why we are here to help.

We are so happy you could join us!