Night Terrors?

[Cassandra]

Hello,

I've been recently struggling with bad "night terrors." Last night I got into bed and I felt worried, uneasy, just strange. It was so bad I had to call my mom to make sure she was ok ( she recently tried to commit suicide and is in a very fragile state.) Well, after hearing my mom was ok, I calmed down I asked for my angels to protect me from harm.. and I fell asleep.

Well I thought I was awake ( but I was dreaming ) and my boyfriend looked at me and was like do you see that over there.. I turned my head to look behind me and all of a sudden I felt like I was being attack, I could feel my body slamming against the bed, I couldn't see anything because I was being shook violently. I then woke up screaming so loud and crying my boyfriend thought there was a robber.

After that I felt so uneasy, I just felt like I was just attacked by something that was still in the room. My boyfriend and I sage the house constantly and practice good faith. I knew I wasn't alone and the both of us insisted what was following me needs to leave me alone.. My boyfriend is more in tuned to energy then me due to being a reiki master and he kept his hand on my leg and yelled that the negative energy leave this house and weirdly he had a tear in his eye and felt something had a strong emotional bond to me.. He could feel the room lessen.

However, this isn't the first time something has happened like this. Back in the winter months, we were staying at his mothers house for the holidays, and the same thing happened. His mother house teenagers who have no homes and are trouble.. so we considered their negative energy could be harming me. But we brushed it off.

While my mother was in the hospital from attempting suicide, my bf and I stayed with her in the hospital and I had another night terror but this time I was in the hospital room with my mom watching her sleep then i looked out the window and a lady with a very mean/stern look was starring up at me. It creeped me out.

Now, I feel like something is just attached on to my mother and wants me to stop helping her. My mom is very ill and I try to help her every day to make her stronger. Am I losing it, is it because I've been battling health issues as well? Or could there really be something attached to me?


-some things my boyfriend and I are trying is: removing a big mirror that hangs in our bedroom that I use daily and where I saw a strange red light ( like a cigarette) one night putting a Celtic cross.

Any other tips...?

[Cj York]

One of the things i've always done is confront the feelings. I feel very strongly about dreams as well as my empathic and ESP feelings. Dreams tell all!! if you can't do it in your waking hours before you go to sleep. Think about, or write down on a piece of paper a question you have for this thing that you feel has attached itself to you. Something simple like.."What do you want from me" in the begining i actual had to write it down on a piece of paper and slip it under my pillow. Now i can just fall asleep askin the question and in my dreams it is answered. Try that.

[earthsong]

First, I want to say I am sorry about your mom. I truly hope things will be better for her and you. As far as the attacks it may be due to all the emotions that you are under. But it could also be that something may have attached itself to you because of your emotional state. I hope that your boyfriend can keep helping you with the sage. You may need a stronger cleansing. I am sure there is someone on this site that will have a lot more info than myself. I just wanted you to know I hope everything will be alright soon for you and your mom.
Love and Light